Apologies and understanding

I may have been a bit too critical and cynical, but that is how i have been for a long time now guys

My previous blog was anger - misdirected.

Most of you are bad, still not there but some of you are really good, better than me even.

This is my apology for my immaturity and lack of clear analysis. Its not your fault for the way most of you are. I over assumed and excepted a bit too much..no one gets a harry potter, or srk college life, or elena's for that, iit was iit and i shudn't have had notions.

No one is perfect, it took me time to realise that...and i am so sorry for judging you and for hating you. For thinking that you were low-lives incapable of survival.

But you needed your time to grow, to learn and to adapt. And you have done it pretty well. The flaws remain, but they will go away.

Fingers crossed, the awkwardness should vanish before that...

Interns and People

Facebook was cluttered with congos and studappas and gods and acquisitions.
Chat statuses were a brag.

And now the gods and the rest are at their respective interns and funnily it takes a lot to change maximum.

There's bombay and bangalore and delhi and one more...

The point of doing an intern is ambiguous.
Are they trying to tell us that even after getting our degree to earn that 6 figure sum we have to work 9-6?
Do we have to follow -> worker bee -->team leader--->lead management---> middle management--->executive management (finally ceo,cto and the rest)?

Who gave IITs the liberty to toy around with the idea of engineers becoming managers?

I scream : where is the technical work?

Where is the mathematics and computing in my intern?

All that there is design+coding+abstract modulation...

But then most of the people won't even ask this question...they are just blind runners in the rat race...people stop and ask yourself is this what you really want to do? Is this what puts a smile on your face every morning? Is this what makes you want to jump out of bed in the morning?

I know you have your reasons...family problems,peer pressure,financial problems...but these are smaller compared to the ones you have and you don't know : confidence, identity issues, communication, inferiorities ....the former will go away...or maybe never will,...but once you align your self with your mind, you will be in sync with the universe... and then your karma will work.

Its been three years, and there is still that awkwardness, people are still hesitant, they don't know,they are scared, they can't speak , abuse..where are the talks of ruling the world, where is the college spirit of making a change, where are the revolutionaries?

All we have is bunch of bitches who enjoy gossip more than girls and are more active in back stabbing and cross -games than any other existing department.

When will the guys become the men?

For my dear friend

That i am writing this now, cements my belief that change is constant.

I left you out then,cuz we didn talk much, and people didn talk nicely about you, and then there was the lab "bad" experience...

But since then times have changed,perspectives have altered and this one is written specially for you.

Remember that paper we thought we would do. Sorry it didn work out. Wasn't really that keen, and well there was a dearth of material, and i do not function well in free environments.

But nevertheless thank you for putting up with me. Feels nice to know that (sometimes) you are not the only crazy person around.

You are nice, and sweet and simple. Add a bit of concrete ambition to your hardwork, the sky's the limit then.