I may have been a bit too critical and cynical, but that is how i have been for a long time now guys
My previous blog was anger - misdirected.
Most of you are bad, still not there but some of you are really good, better than me even.
This is my apology for my immaturity and lack of clear analysis. Its not your fault for the way most of you are. I over assumed and excepted a bit too much..no one gets a harry potter, or srk college life, or elena's for that, iit was iit and i shudn't have had notions.
No one is perfect, it took me time to realise that...and i am so sorry for judging you and for hating you. For thinking that you were low-lives incapable of survival.
But you needed your time to grow, to learn and to adapt. And you have done it pretty well. The flaws remain, but they will go away.
Fingers crossed, the awkwardness should vanish before that...
